Month: November 2010
I took some time and sat in peacefulness to listen properly to this band called Inland Sea, I really have never heard anything like it before.
First of all I need to inform that this band are the writers of their own music, the instruments used in this band to create and combine their amazing melodies, WoW it is breathtaking and it consist of the Wurlitzer Piano, Violin, Drums and the Acoustic Guitar.
The depth and the meaning of the words in their songs are absolutely incredible and written with such extreme passion as well as love, a passion and love that goes far beyond any shallow human mind. I have never heard more passionate and deep lyrics with music combined with instruments such as the violin, piano and the Acoustic guitar.
Ohh wow, I truly believe that everybody should have a CD of these people, it can be played just for peacefulness to quiet ones spirit, you can play it to get your lover in the mood for a very deep, slow hand and passionate evening, you can play it to your special someone just to show your affection with the lyrics, this music is truly one of a kind and absolutely breathtakingly beautiful.
Please do yourself a favour and listen to this amazing band called Inland Sea on http://www.palbertmusic.com/
My personal favourites are “Come to me now”, “Heaven is lost” and “The rain words”.
Alora, furthermore, many of the readers questioned my decisions asking “why not have fun?” “why decide on such a long term commitment with a guesthouse?” “Why so committed and loyal to these people, you are 23 years old?”
I do know that in the eyes of the world my physical age will be questioned as well as my interests yet my life experiences has formed me to think and act much more mature than the normal 23 year old.
From a very very young age responsibilities of all kinds were forced onto me, I’ve had to show an unbelievable amount of inner strength, courage, confidence, self dicipline, emotional, mental and spiritual strength, not just for myself but many people who surrounded me while I was still just going to school.
After I left school I was more flapping around like a butterfly, I have done all the things in my teenage years people in their 20s are doing today, in your 20s you want to be free, study, travel, party etc, I’ve done all those things.
I have flapped my little butterfly wings around many times making a forceful positive impact wherever I chose to land at a time, what I found was, was that I was just flapping my wings in search for solid relationships which are honest, true, constructive, reliable, positive prosperous, fun and everlasting. I was looking for solid grounds to root myself in and grow within those grounds.
I wanted stability, a feeling of belonging somewhere where I can fully shine and be the best I can be.
I do not just want to survive for myself anymore, no I want to survive for a family, for people that appreciates all I have to offer and give. I have survived for myself for long time, now I want to survive for those around me too.
I am not a silly girl building castles in the air oh no, what I am saying is what I mean and there is no doubt in my spirit or my heart that I am making the wrong choices or decisions.
My intentions, words and decisions here in Milan has been noting but solid, honest and clear.
Also take note that these are visions, to manifest these visions will take dedication, hard work as well as commitment over a long period of time, like I have written before, Rome was not built in a day.
Have fun listening to the Music on http://www.palbertmusic.com/ and I wish you all an absolutely beautiful day, make a wish and know it will come true.
So when I finally received the CD I was so happy, I loaded it onto my Ipod, my computer and my ebook reader.
I asked Giacomo a bit about the singers, I find the music increadible, so he told me that they are heart surgeons… What??? I was a bit shocked for a moment but ofcoarse I myself am very strange and multi talented so the shock passed very quickly.
If this band can perform open heart surgery like the way they sing, ohhh dear I will never worry if I have heart problems ever.
He is such a gentleman, he asked me if I wanted to taste a type of olive oil and he took bread, poured the olive oil over and brought it to me, I must say it was impressive and it was Amazing oil, salty but not too salty and very smooth on the tongue with a little bit of a metallic twist to it, really really good oil.
He also looked at me the whole night as if making sure that I am really there, and he looked so handsome.
Giacomo looked upset with me, I felt a bit heartbroken, I do not want them to ever be sad or upset with me, no no.
After my amusing confession with the priest went and sat in the middle of the church again, thinking what is the purpose of me even being in Milan, I did not understand and everybody I know would kill to be in my shoes yet I was just trying to figure out what the purpose was for me being here.
I do believe all of you know how passionate I am about the Duomo, ohhh I can never leave the Duomo I miss the Duomo after one day of not seeing it.
One beautiful afternoon I sat inside the Duomo and I thought that I want to be Catholic, I still want to.
I cannot love the Duomo and not be Catholic, that would be loving half way, no no, so I made a decision to speak to a priest. The only place I could find a priest was in confession so I waited in the confession line. (This happened in the first week in Milan, it happened when one day I got lost and found my way back to the Duomo again, I sighed and entered the church, hoping that the security guards were not the same guards as the days before, obviously I felt like these guards wondered why this smiling girl was always in church, hahahaha. Alora.)
So I peacefully waited in the line of confession for about an hour and 30 minutes, Mama Mia the people that entered confession looked all so heartbroken, so sad, I forgot to remind myself to wear a normal face and not smile, hehehehe, so I waited…… and waited…… waited…… and finally it was my turn.
I then entered and this beautiful old priest was sitting there smiling at me, so I sighed in relief thinking that this could be easy.
I then started to speak but the priest could not speak english and I tried my best to explain to him that I really wanted to join the church, hahahaha, the priest just kept on smiling at me and he had this inner giggle to him while he kept on telling me to pray to Madonna….. Mamma Mia after about my third attempt to explain why I was there, seeing this priest smiling at me and keep on repeating the same thing, I started to joyfully laugh about the situation and he started to laugh at me too. So I was in confession and I joyfully had a laughing, giggling, joyful session with a priest in the Duomo.
As I left I said goodbye to the priest, thanked him and he nodded with an enormous smile on his face, you should have seen the people outside the confession chamber’s faces, they looked absolutely confused.
After confession, also not being able to communicate in Ronchi78, I realised that it was very important to learn how to speak and write Italian.
I then signed up for a two weeks standard coarse…..
To be continued…